discipline

discipline is something i've always needed to work on, but the funny thing, you need to have discipline in order to build more discipline. i have these spurts and then i'm done. it's awful. so i'm hoping that slowly and surely, i will learn to have discipline in every part of my life.
this comes to me as i watch chris doing his workout. i've already done mine. and i remember back to when i would work out every day because i wanted to. and then i got sick and it all went down hill. i just remember feeling so healthy and looking so healthy. *sigh* it will happen again. starting today. maybe i should try working out in the morning so i forget about the pain through the day and the energy takes me through my horrors at the bank. hopefully a new job is on the horizon. one can only hope.