why?

why are some people just...angry? or really irritable? i look around in their lives and i see nothing they are lacking. and yet they still remain belligerent and conceited. and just...always upset.
this concerns me. because i know that SOMETHING has to be wrong. maybe they're not being genuinely loved enough. maybe they have no control over the things going on around them and they feel so very desperate to maintain control over SOMETHING. which is their attitude. but you would THINK they would choose to be happy. but not all of them do.
i don't know really what brought this about. i guess i've just been thinking about it a lot lately. i've been thinking about how little things can literally destroy a person's ego or self-esteem. how an unkind word can rip another apart. the more i learn, the more i realize i still need to learn. SO desperately. God, please never let me take for granted the things/people/love i have in my life. i don't ever want to be bitter. or ungrateful.
thank you, God, for the reminder of your presence every day. whether it be in the HUGE puffy clouds in the sky, or the screaming children that run past my door. :-)
thank you for loving me enough to cushion when i fall. i love you. and i am trying to learn more about you day by day.
hahah...every time i use that phrase my heart goes back to all the memories of GODSPELL. i wish the very best for the second group taking it out. God knows, they're gonna need it to top last year's group. i'm not being cocky or conceited...just truthful...