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twenty-nine is the seventh consecutive prime number of the whole number scale.
i remember when i used to say "brains before beauty"...
i don't know if i believe that anymore. and i think that's kind of sad.
i used to always identify myself by my intelligence and my beliefs.
well, my belief system is being constantly shaken, and getting smarter each day is no longer my focus.
it's getting thinner.
i used to always think, "well, if all else fails, i'll still be smart"...
and i don't think that was completely the right idea either.
after a very short tiff with chris, i thought i this revelation of where i was supposed to be. and who was supposed to be with me.
but i was wrong.
and i realized that it's not the intelligence that is going to get me somewhere.
and it's not the beauty.
it's the wisdom.
and lately wisdom has been in short supply.
but it's okay.
there's always time to learn.
and be whoever i am built to be. short or tall, fat or thin, pretty or ugly. smart or dumb.
it's okay.
God knows more than i will ever need to know. about everything.
and if He is for me, who can be against me?
yesh, i guess that is all.
nothing profound.
but truthful just the same.