hmph.

i don't feel like myself.
or who i'm supposed to be.
i have no ambition right now.
to do or be anything.
i don't feel like a Christian.
i don't feel like a friend.
something is wrong with me...
i'm irritable.
i'm irresponsible.
i cry at the drop of a hat.
about anything and everything.
i wear a mask.
everything i thought i stood for...
i can't find it.
i feel like i'm always in the wrong.
and i can't do anything right.
i'm miserable.
and i've isolated myself.
and i don't know how to make this better.
i keep running and running...
and i can't find any comfort.
someone...please.
help me.