bubble-gum pop girl is not a pretty color on me.

ok. if you're a girl, you may understand this blog a lot more than any guy.
with that being said, i just got done reading a lot of my posts from this site, and i just shake my head. this is the part of being a girl that i just don't know how to enjoy. don't get me wrong: there are some fun, good posts. but i should never write about why love is absent in my life. for one, love is never absent. strike one against me for my immaturity. ugh. and two: some things just never need to be talked about. so, if this is the first time you'll be reading this, just don't read through the archives...unless you're really desperate for some laughs or if you need to feel a little better about yourself. man oh man.

i was going to write about something important today, but i can't for the life of me remember what it was going to be about. figures. maybe that's why today is a day off for me. just supposed to relax in every sense of the word. hmph.